When I was really lonely living in NYC,I would follow around groups of attractive women that seemed cool. I would always stay far away and never said anything to them. I think I just wanted to be around vitality and feminine energy. I was living with my girlfriend at the time and we were both very unhappy. Once when I was doing this drunk I had the thought, “this is what people do before they rape someone.” I followed them to their house, then walked home and never did it again.